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oh and another thing. if you have a friend with a small business or maybe they’re in an industry that works off commissions. Like real estate or something. DON’T FUCK THEM OVER. Don’t sit there and get advice and waste their time if in the end…you are not really going to use them. PEOPLE SUCK.
Posted 8 months ago | 5 notes
Man…people just really get under my skin. I wish I could be more like my fiancé and just brush it off and go on with my life. But my brain wants to dwell on it a bit more. ugh I really wish my therapist didn’t quit. Between my mom and dad and my migraines and my job and now my cousin being a little shit, I’m just ready to get away for a while. May cannot come fast enough. Need to just focus on the positive.
Posted 8 months ago
Wow..been a while but this felt right. Journaling just doesn’t feel like its going to do it for me. I used to use this as a place to confide in when I was low and after all this time, here I am again. Trying to find a healthy way to release my feelings. And right now, I’m feeling like this has been the worst birthday I’ve ever had. Fuck turning 27. Fuck this virus. Fuck my chronic pain. Fuck this relationship bullshit. Fuck these feelings that I’m not good enough. Fuck trying to always make everyone happy. Fuck everyone who thinks I’m just always going to be here. Sometimes I just want to leave. Sometimes I just want to be held and be told how much I mean to someone. Sometimes, I just want to feel like I matter.
Posted 8 months ago
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 in a world full of negativity, stay positive..
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